Monday, August 08, 2005
haix..y does frdx leave one by one? i feel so detached fr one of my kor.. last time we quite close.. now.. haix..online dun talk liao..well.. is it cos...... suan le..i dun wan 2 tink anymore... 1 frdship prob is enough.. made mi tink for gg 2yrs liao.. haix..
sometimes i dun noe wat ppl is tinking..but everytime it seems like its my fault i made ppl upset cos i dun tink b4 i act..i wan sth i wan it.. haix.. i dun noe.. im tired of tinkin.. my brain cells dying.. somehow tt loneliness feeling starts 2 come back le..haix.. my frdx.. him.. fam.. relatives.. i dun noe i feel so alone.. everyting i do seem wrong.. wat is gg on in my life?! haix..
*crying in pain.. hu will understand n save mi....?!
thinking of you @ 9:01 PM